It was days before his birthday

My brother Jeremy passed away two weeks ago exactly. We held the funeral that Friday and sadly had to celebrate his birthday on Saturday. My family moved a lot when I was a kid. So much that we really only had each other. My brother was my best friend in the entire world. He was my go to guy. The person I spent all my free time with. Who had mutual blackmail with me, who laughed and cried with me. I feel like Prometheus. But the giant
Eagle eats my heart out every day. I don't know why he died and the coroner doesn't know either. All I know is that I lost the most important person in my life and now I don't know what to do anymore.