Am I going crazy

Hi Anon. I agree with others, it is not craziness, it is grief - something that many people have no idea about, and can't seem to understand, if they have been fortunate and so far not lost someone they love very much. My sister passed away suddenly 15 months ago, and I too am often "in every stage of grief". And I think when we're grieving, it DOES make other problems even more difficult to bear and to cope with. My heart goes out to you and to everyone who has replied to you. The pain of losing a sibling cuts so deeply, yet there are often few people we can speak with about our grief, for fear of adding to their grief or just bringing others down. I think we need to be easy on ourselves, best we can, and accept that we will feel so much sorrow, and sometimes regrets, for a very long time. I try to be grateful for the few who understand or can bear to hear about my loss of my sister, and I try to not worry too much about all the people who just don't seem to understand. I am sorry that you lost your brother, and I hope that you are finding some ways to take it easy on yourself, and trying to take good care of yourself, and finding some small things that can help or comfort you, even a little, every day.